After talking to quite a few people about various opinions and ideas, Eren finally decided it was something that had to be done. There was no time for him to be a frightened kid over something so dumb. Only it wasn't dumb at all. It was the first time he had ever done anything like this and he was sickeningly nervous. It wasn't anywhere near the same as throwing yourself into a battle field.
This was more intimidating. His hands kept sweating and he kept fidgeting and he didn't know what to say. Eren had to steel himself though. This was just another challenge, wasn't it? He had to tackle it like he tackled all other challenges.
The video feed flicks on and Eren's wearing an expression that's almost too serious, too stiff and his eyes are blazing with that daunting intensity of his.]
...Rui.
[...........Fuuuuuuuuuuuuck.
This was sooo muuuuch harder.
His cheeks flare up and he looks away from the camera completely. Why did he decide that camera was the right way to do this?]
I really need to- ask you- something so....So if you could...get back to me.
[Oh haha look it's Rui. Rui. Suddenly his throat feels impressively dry and he has to drink like five glasses of water before he can respond to that video.
Eren kind of looks horrified. His hands rub together between his knees and he looks steadily at the edge of his device.]
Yes. Everything is fine.
[Except he felt like everything was out of his control. Jesus.]
Rui I...I really need to let you know something. Fuck. Hold on.
[He leaves the screen for a moment because haha what that water came back to haunt him. He returns a moment later and sucks in a deep breath. All or nothing.]
Listen, I'm just going to spill it out because I have no clue what I'm doing and I'm really sorry if I sound dumb but I don't - I really like you, Rui. You're the prettiest girl I've ever met and I've- I really want to take you out some time!
[Whoops shouted that bit at the end a little but-. It was out now. In the open.]
[OHHHHhhhhhhhhhhh. Eren thinks he's a girl. All right. Rui understands now.
Yet it still doesn't occur to him to correct Eren, at all. He just rolls with it. It honestly just doesn't even enter into his mind. Besides, there are more important things to focus on - like what Eren's just said. They've gone out for lunch together before, but...]
[Not.........an outright rejection. So that's good. There wasn't really any excitement there either. Eren didn't know what to expect though and so he just stares at the camera, his expression blank.
At least it was.
Then his cheeks start to redden again and he bobs his head up and down stupidly.]
Y-yeah. Yes! I mean. Yes. It would be. If you wanted to. With me.
[Eren's not expecting rejection necessarily. He is a little uncertain because gosh. This really was all so very new to him....What if Rui thought he was a joke?
But then..
Then Rui's saying yes and Eren's not so sure if he's ever felt the feeling he's feeling before in his life. No.
He's definitely never felt like this before. His heart actually felt like it was about to break out of his chest.]
[No blonde, this time, because he's just being cozy at home, and he's more comfortable with Eren than he is around most others, so he feels free to present himself in his vaguely unfashionable giant snowflake-patterned sweater. (It's mostly used for pajamas, don't tell anyone he has it.)]
[Wow Rui you're disgustingly adorable and that's not fair when Eren is trying to figure something out. He stares for a really, really long moment at Rui like he's trying to process something.]
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Do you know where he lives
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oh um no
are you ok?????/??
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it's pretty dark
Are you OK
I was thinking of you
Sorry I didnt get in touch
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im fine this really isnt that dififcult to deal with
its ok i just wanted to make sure you were doing ok
if you guys are together im sure its fine
but if you need anything rui let me know even if its
[Eren pauses here, his thumb hovering over the letters. He swallows and doesn't finish that message for a full minute.]
i mean if your ever cold or anything i dont know
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Another crack added to the screen as Eren dropped his phone. He scrambles to pick it up and okay. Chill. Rui can't even see you, Eren.]
do you want me to come over
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After talking to quite a few people about various opinions and ideas, Eren finally decided it was something that had to be done. There was no time for him to be a frightened kid over something so dumb. Only it wasn't dumb at all. It was the first time he had ever done anything like this and he was sickeningly nervous. It wasn't anywhere near the same as throwing yourself into a battle field.
This was more intimidating. His hands kept sweating and he kept fidgeting and he didn't know what to say. Eren had to steel himself though. This was just another challenge, wasn't it? He had to tackle it like he tackled all other challenges.
The video feed flicks on and Eren's wearing an expression that's almost too serious, too stiff and his eyes are blazing with that daunting intensity of his.]
...Rui.
[...........Fuuuuuuuuuuuuck.
This was sooo muuuuch harder.
His cheeks flare up and he looks away from the camera completely. Why did he decide that camera was the right way to do this?]
I really need to- ask you- something so....So if you could...get back to me.
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[Maybe twenty minutes later, and with some urgency and some guilt.]
I'm sorry, I was... [Eating carrot cake.
... He shakes his head.]
Is everything all right?
[No wig, but there's a fresh coat of purple on his nails (one of which he bites nervously).]
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Eren kind of looks horrified. His hands rub together between his knees and he looks steadily at the edge of his device.]
Yes. Everything is fine.
[Except he felt like everything was out of his control. Jesus.]
Rui I...I really need to let you know something. Fuck. Hold on.
[He leaves the screen for a moment because haha what that water came back to haunt him. He returns a moment later and sucks in a deep breath. All or nothing.]
Listen, I'm just going to spill it out because I have no clue what I'm doing and I'm really sorry if I sound dumb but I don't - I really like you, Rui. You're the prettiest girl I've ever met and I've- I really want to take you out some time!
[Whoops shouted that bit at the end a little but-. It was out now. In the open.]
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Yet it still doesn't occur to him to correct Eren, at all. He just rolls with it. It honestly just doesn't even enter into his mind. Besides, there are more important things to focus on - like what Eren's just said. They've gone out for lunch together before, but...]
That would be... a date?
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At least it was.
Then his cheeks start to redden again and he bobs his head up and down stupidly.]
Y-yeah. Yes! I mean. Yes. It would be. If you wanted to. With me.
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But then..
Then Rui's saying yes and Eren's not so sure if he's ever felt the feeling he's feeling before in his life. No.
He's definitely never felt like this before. His heart actually felt like it was about to break out of his chest.]
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[His voice spikes up again and there's a smile gradually taking over his face as he swells up with a ridiculous amount of joy.
Ah.
So this was why people dated.]
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Ah...Rui?
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Eren, hi. How are you?
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I'm not that much of an idiot, am I?
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[It's not that he means to sound indecisive, it's just that that question feels like it came out of nowhere.]
I mean, I never thought that. Why?
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[He sighs quietly to himself and stares down into his lap.]
Are you keeping something from me?
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What did he say?
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